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On Grief

On Grief

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For my favorite girl, who would've turned 14 this weekend.


On Grief

It was hot the day you died
That just doesn’t seem right
Shouldn’t the world
Drip with icicles 
On the day the sun burns away?
I’ve met with grief before
She’s shown up on my doorstep
With downcast eyes
And regretful words
But this time, she did not come softly
She kicked in my door
Barreled through my ribs
Like a freight train loosed from its rails
I have never known this version of her 
This unnatural, greedy specter
Who took what was not hers 
There is no beauty in this melancholy
No joy in culmination
There are only loose threads
Never able to finish their stunning tapestry
Snipped off by jealous scissors 
And a fate too cowardly to wait her turn
Would the rage in me subside
To hear justification?
I don’t think so 
When it burns as hot as that August morning


Comments (1)
Jeff Richardson 8 months ago
I've read this several times now. The pain in this is overwhelming. I hadn't ever read something that could articulate some of the things I've felt after losing my brother, but this... this feels true to my experience. Thank you for sharing something so powerful, raw, and genuine.

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